Sorry for the lack of content over the past few days. I'm really hesitant to talk about this publicly because I'm not sure how you guys will respond, but I also like to keep it real. So, here it goes. About a year ago I found a great deal with a sponsor at a time when my channels were doing fairly well. They were gracious enough to lock it in for one year, which was great because I had some security and consistency. My wife was working again, and actually started her own side hustle. All revenue streams combined, I was able to transition to this full time.

But, now that the year has come to a close, our sponsor has decided to discontinue our relationship going forward. I was somewhat expecting this to happen so for the past few months, I have been as proactive as possible in preparing for this moment; scaling things back and allowing my wife to focus on building her business, sifting through options, looking for other sponsors, and applying for other jobs.

At the end of the day, I've found myself in a pretty difficult position with two viable options. On one hand, I have a job offer working for a multi-million dollar condo complex, which pays great, but it's an hour commute, and would require me to give this up entirely. On the other hand, I have a remote job offer with a boss who knows my situation and would completely accommodate me to keep doing this on the side. However, the pay is less... If I take the remote job, at least I could stay in the game, but it would come at a sacrifice to my family.

With a new baby coming, I'm not sure what to do... Part of me feels like I've been trying to force a square peg into a round hole for months now, and it's time to face the fact that I'm not cut out for this. I have been trying to turn it over to God, hoping to be guided to the path that I'm supposed to be on. I just need a little bit of time to get my bearings. I hope that you all understand... Thank you!